Sometimes I like to create situations in my head, fantasies if you will, of just like anything.  And sometimes it’s about what would happen if I ever met Darren Criss or like when I’m actually in the industry in a few years and I just like randomly meet certain people I admire (lol aka someone from the Glee cast) and then I become friends with them (hopefully Dianna or Kevin).  Sometimes I think that I want to get into the television and movie industry and just be like a production assistant or something instead of working in the music industry since it’s a failing and dying infrastructure.  Sometimes I go to certain people I admires websites and look up who their agents are and make a list of them for possible internships and just to know names in the business because I’m really excited about my future.  But then I think about the fact that if I was to work with television and film I would have to live in LA and that just stresses me out because I’m so not LA at all and I don’t want to be pressured to be something I’m not living there and I really just want to live in New York and

this post was just suppose to be about how I’m a fantasizer and I think I got the point across.